PORTLAND, Ore. -- Wesley Matthews holds no animosity toward the team he spent five years with before signing with the Mavericks.
OK, maybe there's one point of contention he's had a tough time getting over.
He
didn't like feeling as if the Portland Trail Blazers looked at him as
an add-on to the nucleus of LaMarcus Aldridge and Damian Lillard.
Matthews
said before his first game back in Portland that he thought the Blazers
didn't show him the proper amount of respect when it came to
negotiating a new contract. That's part of the reason he ended up in
Dallas.
"Nothing but love," Matthews said when asked his feelings
about the Blazers and Portland. "They embraced me. They took a chance on
me when people thought they were kind of crazy to do so. They stuck
with me. They grew with me. I grew with them. I got nothing but love for
the franchise and the fans and the city."

However.
"I'm
still upset that after everything that I've done individually didn't
warrant me having a separate conversation not tied to LaMarcus
Aldridge," Matthews said. "L.A. is my boy and everything, but I still
feel like I did enough myself as a player to warrant a conversation."
Or at least an honest assessment of what direction the Blazers were headed.
Matthews
instead kind of had to draw his own conclusion that the team was not
all that concerned about re-signing him, at least not in the price range
the Mavericks were willing to go to.
All of that, of course, is history.
For
now, Matthews is more concerned about getting his game and his team
back on track. The Mavericks had lost four out of five going into
Tuesday's visit with the Blazers.
He's also shooting the ball far
below his standards. He has no doubt that his 3-point percentage will
climb back to the range it's been at his whole career (39-percent). But
being stuck below 32-percent after nearly a quarter of the season
doesn't sit well with him.
And there are those around the league
that note that it still looks like Matthews, who had a ruptured Achilles
in March, still seems to be lugging the right leg around a little bit.
To those who know him best, that's not necessarily a sign that the leg isn't 100 percent.
"I
always thought he ran a little funny anyway," Blazers coach Terry
Stotts said. "He looks like the same Wes to me. Since he had that, I
think people think he drags his leg. But I think he had a funny gait
when he ran anyway. If you didn't know, you'd probably think that."
Matthews
only knows that his play has "definitely not been up to the standard I
know I'm capable of. I have to remind myself that I'm human. I missed a
lot of basketball."
That said, he was ecstatic to be back in Portland to give fans a chance to shower him with love and respect.
He also wanted to do something to erase the last memory fans had of him.
"The
last thing they remember of me is being on the ground," he said. "I'm
excited to be up and playing, even if I'm in a different jersey, and let
them see me."
Sure enough, when he was announced in pregame
introductions, he received the sort of reception that is reserved for
local heroes.
He got a standing ovation that lasted several
seconds. The Blazers did a classy job of giving the crowd plenty of time
to show their feelings for Matthews.
Then, as he said a few minutes earlier, "we got a job to do. We need a win."